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More Possum than Turtle
Poetry by Rosemarie S. Sprouls
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Excerpts
Shutter Speed
The space between
my father's teeth
is where I find my parents,
still holding hands,
slowly crossing
the tracts between
home and Sunday
service, between Walmart
and the putting green.
This small dark gap
hides mindful memories
and ripping whistles,
always in tandem
with a crystal blue wink.
He grins.
I see forty years,
a New York Niagara motel,
two little girls jumping
between queen beds,
1960's magic fingers
vibrating a quarter's worth
of jiggle giggles. Rather than
being parental, he stands
mid-mattress and bounces.
A 200-pound factory worker
on holiday surges
across the great divide.
He's released the behavior
gates and we converge
on some ageless plain
of limitless silliness.
Buoyant squeals, woven
notes and bed clothes,
baritone grunts, and the squeak
of worn springs. We sail
to the safety of each
mattress, crossing the grand
canyon, the snake pit, the river
of lava. Pink pajamas and a man
in striped boxers.
My mother, his wife,
the ever vigilant
keeper of perfect timing
is turning the key
in the turquoise door,
forcing light into the monkey
business, freezing the jungle.
The outside slams the box
spring; the magic fingers
tremble. We are trapped
in her gasp, held in the glare.
The wobbling bed, a tripod
for my father's coy gap
to collect the snapshot.
Highway Respite
I thought that they would grow
up and relieve me of the daily
do. I thought I was done digging
the nest, hauling around fertilized
eggs, dragging my hard shell up
some beach in the dark to deposit
my pirated booty.
But my mother reminded
me during a recent rant
on the phone that I was more
possum than turtle: Clinging
to her belly fur and tail,choosing
to play dead with her on the double
yellow line of some highway,
rather than hatching alone to make
the mad dash to open water.
I look behind me through the rear view
mirror and see my child's car following,
full of an emptied apartment, full
of a tormented heart, full of burs,
parasites, scrapes, and importance.
Which animal carries around all that I wonder.
night sweats
my own personal summer
and ensuing monsoon
steams through the clogged
passages of slumber
several times a night.
A hazy surplus of vitality
from unknown impulse.
I fight the griddle, the curling
iron,the kettle, but the alligator
twisting death bed roles
suffocate me. Stripped
in humidity, every pore
opens, pouring off of me,
an unsatisfying quality of rain,
leaving wet, smelling roots,
rot and compost, grounded
in the decay of my youth.
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